I swam in his deep blue eyes and drank from his lips.

To say that I am tired, would be a big understatement.
I am exhausted to the point where I can't even close my eyelids.
I've been gone during the diminutive break my district graciously allowed us.
Sedona, Grand Canyon, then Vegas. all in 4 days.
We arrived home at 1 am in the morning, and I was left to finish homework until 4 in solitary.
Through the trip, I realized that all we really have left are pictures, and memories.
It's sad, really. and a bit traumatizing.
time literally flies by you, and it doesn't wait for you to catch up.
It's not tangible, and you can't grab it. I know. It sucks. alot.
I thought that maybe this family vacation would help set my mind off school,
and give me the chance to catch my breath and time for myself.
But I didn't benefit much from the trip. nothing but a sore and bloated body.
Life's just a really big paradox. and unfortunately, its inevitable.
we're all forced to face it, whether you like it or not.
It isn't something you can stop wondering about.
and along your curiosity, life flies by you.
and when the end suddenly nears, the abruptness catches you by surprise.
so its all a big mystery. the beginning and the end is questionable.
but thankfully, i have god, and he is my answer.

I know this post was really out of the blue, but I've lost my sanity at the moment <3

Love now and always,
Yuna Surie Jeon