I swam in his deep blue eyes and drank from his lips.

To say that I am tired, would be a big understatement.
I am exhausted to the point where I can't even close my eyelids.
I've been gone during the diminutive break my district graciously allowed us.
Sedona, Grand Canyon, then Vegas. all in 4 days.
We arrived home at 1 am in the morning, and I was left to finish homework until 4 in solitary.
Through the trip, I realized that all we really have left are pictures, and memories.
It's sad, really. and a bit traumatizing.
time literally flies by you, and it doesn't wait for you to catch up.
It's not tangible, and you can't grab it. I know. It sucks. alot.
I thought that maybe this family vacation would help set my mind off school,
and give me the chance to catch my breath and time for myself.
But I didn't benefit much from the trip. nothing but a sore and bloated body.
Life's just a really big paradox. and unfortunately, its inevitable.
we're all forced to face it, whether you like it or not.
It isn't something you can stop wondering about.
and along your curiosity, life flies by you.
and when the end suddenly nears, the abruptness catches you by surprise.
so its all a big mystery. the beginning and the end is questionable.
but thankfully, i have god, and he is my answer.

I know this post was really out of the blue, but I've lost my sanity at the moment <3

Love now and always,
Yuna Surie Jeon

You make the good girls go bad.

i`m sorry i`ve neglected you for a while!
i love you just the same. i dont mean to alienate you and solely utilize tumblr.
tumblr is just more accessible and easy. LOLLL.
i feel like every post that is posted on this blog has to be official and formal.
and i`m glad it is. this is the one place i can truly vent with my heart.
i have my reasons. majorly becuase no one actually reads this.
in a way, that feeling of secrecy and privacy coaxes me.
that this journal is simply my own, and for my own eyes only.
but if any human being eyes are following these words, please do comment and say so.
other people reading this isn't such a negative. i can opt for this to be public.
than i guess i'd have a better sense of purpose for this blog and a better reason to use this ;)
but for now, this is good. this is okay, and this is it.

shed me from this pain.

i realized today, that we love changing ourselves. we thrive on change.

we constantly long for this drastic change, anything from a different hairstyle, wardrobe, anything to get us away from looking like our dull selves.

or a change of personality, friends, mentality, religion and whatnot.

either way, we want to change ourselves; for better or for worse.

but, the thing is; we don’t like it when the people around us change.

when we see friends or family changing, it becomes weird, strange, and unneccessary.

its hypocrisy, but its the undeniable truth.

fight for love

they're so nice to look at, even from a girl's perspective, they look incredible.

Can you hear my heart beating for you

TGIF, F`SHO <3

i feel like everyday BUT friday feels like friday -_-;

but im so glad this week is over, i could have done without this week, srsly.

midterms, homework, projects, and all that shet.

its finally over with, and so is the first quarter.

time flies, right? its scary at times, how quick life goes by.

i`ve been praying a lot more and i`ve been singing more as well.

i feel like i’ve improved, like, i can hear it.

and now im actaully confident about my voice.

so i promised myself that i`d try out for a school musical when it comes out.

lols, totally high school musicallll, HAHAH ~

and things are getting better, placing this unfavorable week aside,

im definitely enjoying life more.

i`ve realized that im always paranoid or worried about the future, so i`ve decided to give myself a break for once,

and live in the moment. and it feels great. im more alive.

and tomorrows sarahs frkn birthday party! 7pm- midnight XD

I DIDNT EVEN GET HER A FRKN PRESENT YET. WTH DO I GET HER.

lifes good, thank you god.