thank you, baby.

i`m sorry this blog's been dry for the past couple of days.
i`ve been incredibly busy, burying my nose in prep books.
its def. been a rough couple of days. i`ve managed to flunk the test i studied 7 hours on.
that says a thousand words in one test.
what a failure.
and now, to release the stress, im indulging my self with my daily dose of hulu.
and it helps.
and im probably going to consume alot of heavenly mexican food (:
i realllly need to find a way to raise my grades up.
on a more profound note, i feel like its innate for me to think that a guys intrigued/interested in me if he talks to me like a friend.
i should fix that, cuhs it only got my hopes up with jad and josh.
what a loser. but elijah said he`ll take me to prom.
that boy better stand by his wordsssss <3
lols, laters.

your sunkissed skin and cherry lips.

WISHLIST:

[ ] South Coast Plaza
[ ] Thrift Store (i.e. goodwill, etc)
[ ] Vintage shop/boutique.
[ ] jewelry shoppe.
[ ] Black Friday shopppping ~
[ ] Irvine Spectrum

hopefully my wishes be fulfilled soon T T

something always brings me back to you

i missed her alot. everything is always funner when its with emily.
although we were bordering on awkward, we caught up alot.
i felt comfortable telling her about josh. cuhs i know she `ll judge me the least.
i know that she`ll get it. it assuaged me a spell. i gave here a step-by-step account of the whole situation.
point-blank, she freaked out, but got over it. she was curious, almost.
but i loved the fair. and i love her. i missed her <3
and yes, it coaxed me being in highschool. i was on top of the foodchain for a change, and i felt as free as a bird. i dance, you stare, screw you (: it was great.

this heart, this heart, only beats for you/

i went to target today <3
i realized how developed stores have become. i can actually shop at target, and stores i would never take a double look at.
i bought PJ pants, a reallly cute navy blue lace bra, cerealll.
im finally syncing my ipod.
i love I need a Girl.

lights flashing

so i went shopping a few days ago, and i really wanted to dress up and camerawhore for a spell (;
so i forced sarah to take some, and turns out that she`s accidentally really good.
maybe its the camera, maybe it`s her. either way, LUHLUHLOVED the outcome ~
i bought a fashion blazer (f21- $37?), turquoise knit scarf ($6), a beige trench coat- no pics ($60). and i bought oxford flats- also not included ($36). i love them all! and i actaully like the tanktop tucked into the shorts. simple but chic <3
P.S. they`re not in order T_T

i`m like a bird, i`ll only fly away.

So i`ve decided to make a blog, for myself. and this is it.
I happen to already have a livejournal and a tumblr, but my friends have access to them.
so this one is for me, or any stranger that cares to listen in on the life of a dramatic 14 year old.
and i think blogger is muchmuchmuch cooler and advanced.
all the inspirational people seem to have it.. but sadly, i don`t feel any more inspirational.
just uninspired, and exhausted. FML )':
but i don`t feel like a 14 year old. just more like worn-out shoe.

so back to this being my "FIRST POST"
i think i`m going to post quite a few things here.
quotes, lyrics, and occasionally pictures.
i can`t wait. i hope other people (i do not know) read this.
i need to be assuaged and receive helpful advice.
sadly, though, i can`t find any reason why, a normal adviceful person would come here. -_-;
i will write more though. sissssy needs help on 4th grade math. i wannna be a kid.